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[Feb. 6th, 2005|05:42 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | JEFFERSON AIRPLANE- SOMEBODY TO LOVE/ STYX-SAIL AWAY WITH ME | ] |
AND SO I HAVE BEEN FOUND. IT SUCKS BUT SHIT I CANT REGRET WHAT I DID. ANYWAYZ FOUND OUT TAYLOR TOLD ABOUT ME BEEING IN MIAMI BEACH SO THATS HOW I GOT COUGHT NOT TO MENTION THE FONE CALL ANYWAYZ I MET THIS AWSOME PUERTO RICAN FAMILY AND WHEN I WAS GONNA GO VISIT THEM I STOPPED TO BUY THEN "PASTELES" CUZ THEY WERE SO NICE WITH ME THE DAY BEFORE BUT ANYWAYZ WHEN I WENT TO THE STORE DAVID SAW ME AND THEN SURPRISINGLY HE DIDNT MAKE A SHOW BUT WAS ACTULLY CALMED ABOUT IT AND JUST TOLD ME TO GET INTO THE CAR AND SO I DID. AFTER ASKING ME WHERE I WAS STAYING AND ME NOT GIVING THEM THE ADDRESS SINCE THE GUY IS 20 AND I DONT WANT HIM TO GET ARRESTD FOR HELPING OUT AN "UNDERAGE TEEN" SO I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING WHICH GOT ME TO MY PARENTS HAVING TO CALL THE COPS AND THEN THE ASSHOLE ARESTED ME INFRONT OF EVERYONE THOU I DIDNT AND DONT REALLY CARE AND I SPENT THE NITE IN "JUBY" OR THE "JAC" OR WHATEVER AND I GOT PICKED UP AT LIKE 7 IN THE MORNING AFTER SPENDING 12 HOURS THERE AND SO IM HERE NOW. iM GONNA GO GET MY STUFF TOMORROW AND MY PARENS AGREED TO PARK SOMEWHERE AND GIVE ME 15 MINUTES TO GO GET MY STUFF. MEANING THEY WOULDNT FOLLOW ME OR TRY TO FIND OUT WHO I WAS STAYING WITH AND I ACTUALLY BELIEVE THEM. BUT ANYWAYZ NOW IM HERE AND I WILL BE LEAVING SOON, IM MOVING TO PUERTO RICO AND I GUESS I'LL SEE HOW EVERYTHING GOES THERE. MY COURT DAY IS THE 14 CUZ THE ASSHOLE WROTE ME DOWN AS BEEING ARRESTED NOT AS A RUNAWAY BUT AS SUPPOSEBLY GIVING HIM SHIT WHEN HE TRIED TO ARREST ME WHICH IS BULLSHIT CUZ I DIDNT DO SHIT BUT GIVE HIM AND TELL HIM THE TRUTH. DAMN REDNECKS. ANYWAYZ SUCKS THAT EVERYONE TOLD MY PARENTS MY PLANS OR THAT THEY JUST GOT SO SIMPLY TUCHED WITH MY PARENTS TEARS WHICH IS FUCKING STUPID. ANYWAYZ I DONT REGRET IT THE PEOPLE I MET ARE ONE OF THE BEST PEOPLE I COULD HAVE EVER MET AND LEARNED FROM WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR AND STILL AM LOOKING FOR I AINT GONNA GO INTO DETAILS JUST IN CASE, ANYWAYZ IM GONNA MISS THE PEOPLE I MET SPECIALLY AFTER EVERYTHING WAS WORKING OUT SO FUCKIGN GREAT. WELL OREVUA, TATA
DONT DIE WHILE GONE MOTHERFUCKERS,
SE7EN
LUX LISBON |
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| in my mind |
[Jan. 19th, 2005|11:44 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | jhon lennon imagine | ] |
so im at school right now waiting to get picked up. im so fucking bored.
so i guess that here it goes. im planning on runningaway. most likely tonite, if not then tomorrow and if not the next day. but for next week my phisical precense will be just a short time memory. im planning on going to new york. it sounds as if it was a childlike fantasy that i am going to take action in but im just determined that im going to eventually get there. im taking countless risks and the consequences are...lets not even. if you think that what i am doing is selfish you are very mistaken. i am trying and did and do see this from every point of view but when i think about it in the end what i do is going to affect me and is going to end up beeing my life. i dont want to sit here and wait for the "legal age" so that i can move out and just experience and do something different. i will miss everyone and they are my reasons for staying. but in this case they are my reasons for coming back. i will keep in contact and i will "post in". i dont feel like i have to give excuses or reasons because they are not really that important i just need to know that they are there. io have nothing else to say and i dont think there is nothing left to say. the decision is made.
dont die while gone
se7en
lux lisbon |
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| your fucking mother |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|10:25 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| | high | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | blink 182 adams song | ] |
bnefkljb' |
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| you fucking mother |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|09:55 am] |
im fucking bored so imma take this gay ass tests
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| just another fucking day |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|03:14 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| | high | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | THE BEATLES- LCD | ] |
SO ITS BEEN ALONG FUCKING MONTH. I HAVENT TALKED TO ANIONE AND I HAVENT LEFT THIS FUCKING HOUSE.ALL SO THAT MY PARENTS BE ABLE TO CHANGE ME INTO SOMETHING THEY THINK THAT I AM. WHO KNOWS WHAT I AM? I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM SO I WOULD EXPECT ANYONE ELSE TO KNOW. I JUST GOT BACK FROM SOUTH CAROLINA WHERE I SPENT THANKSFUCKINGGIVING WITH MY AUNT AND UNCLE AND COUSIN AND IT REALLY DOESNT MATTER. HOW I MISS LIFE. HOW I MISS GOING OUT FOR A FULCKING WALK. WELL THERE IS NOTHIN NEW WITH ME. IM IN A NEW SCHOOL WERE THE PPL SEEM TO BE HAPPY 24 FUCKING SEVEN AND IT SOMETIMES GETS TO ME AND ITS FUCKING ANNOYNG. W.E. YESTERDAY I HEARD ONE OF THE BEST NEWS BUT THEN AGAIN IVE HEARD THIS SO MANY TIMES. MY PARENTS ARE FINALLY GETTING DIVORCED. BUT LYK I SAID IVE HEARD HER SAY THAT SO MANY TIMES I DONT REALLY BELIEVE HER. I MISS EVERYONE ACTUALLY AND I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE. SO WHATS NEW WITH ME? I GUESS NOTHING. BEEN THINKIGN ALOT BUT THEN AGAIN THERES NOTHING BETTER TO DO IN THIS DEEP SHIT HOLE.
SAY HI TO MY NEW BUDDIES, BLOW AND BUDDHA. THE ONLY THING I WASTE MY TIME ON DOING THAT MAKES ONE FEEL ALIVE ESPECIALLY WHEN UR HAVINGSEX BUT THEN AGAIN WHEN I WAS DOING IT I WAS COKED UP SO MAYBE IT WASNT SUCH GOOD SEX AND I WAS JUST THINKING IT WAS. IM STONED OF MY ASS RIGHT NOW AND NOW IS WHEN I FEEL THE BEST. I CANT HELP BUT TO WANT MORE AND MORE EACH TIME. SO WHAT AM I KNOW? I DO NOT KNOW. I HOPE I CAN SEE EVERYONE SOON. GOOD BYE.
P.S.. hI CARLMAN, RANDY, TAYLOR IF U ARE READING THIS AND GABY. |
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| PARANOIA PARANOIA EVERYBODYS COMING TO GET ME |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|11:48 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  guilty | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | LIT- IM NOT SICK BUT IM NOT WELL | ] |
so life sucks u suck ims o happy i have nothing else to say so fuck u all and a very happy x mas.
ps. i hate my fucking bday and it just happens 2 be in 2 weeks it SUCKS ASS!!
PPSS. I TWIST MY FUCKING ANNKLE AND IT FEELS GREAT! |
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| IM AN OPEN BOOK |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|11:46 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| | horny | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | NIN- CLOSER | ] |
SO.....BRADDOCK IS GOOD... ITS ACTUALLY FUCKIGN AWSOME!! THE PEOPLE ARE COOL HE GUYS ARE HOT AND I HAVE TAYLOR FOR A CLASS AND WE HAVE THE SAME LUNCH SO WE GET TO HANG OUT... YEY!!! SO TAYLORS BEEN HAVING SOME PROBLEMS BUT EVERYTHINGS BETTER NOW... WELL AT LEAST IS STARTING TO GET BETTER FOR HER... hmm...SHE WAS GOING OUT WITH ONE OF MY FRIENDS IM NOT SURE IF THEY R STILL GOING OUT...I ALREADY GOT IN TROUBLE AT SCHOOL AND I WENT TO DMS LAST WEEK I SAW MS. CAPULAN OR W.E OMFG!! SHE HAS CHANGED SO MUCH.... ANIWAYS IM TIRED OF WRITING IN THIS JOURNAL SO W.E CARLMAN CALL MUAH CUZ U DIDNT LEAVE UR NUMBER AND I DONT HAVE IT!!!
SE7EN
LUX |
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| FUCK U ALL!!! |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|10:51 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | AC/DC ARE YOU READY FOR THE GOOD TIMES? | ] |
EVERYONE WATCH TAKING LIVES!!!! ANGELINA JOLIE LOOKS SO FUCKING HJOT THERE!!!! OMG SHES SO FUCKING HOT!! ANYWAYZ.... I GOT THIS HUMONGOUS BRUISE TRYING TO MAKE AN OLLIE TODAY IMMA SEE IF I CAN GET IT 2DAY.....AND MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING.. NO!!! IT FUCKING SUCKL I HATE MY BIRTHDAYS. JUST FUCKING EXCUSES TO BE WITH UR FUCKING FAMILY WHICHC U DONT REALLY GET ALONG WITH. so they dont want me in ferguson... in other words they kicked me out so NOW IM GOING TO BRADDOCK I THOGUHT IT WAS KINDA SUCK BUT TIZ AWSOME AND THE PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING STRAIGHT.... WELLL NOBODY SO HAS BEEN A 2 FACED OR A FUCKING ASSHOLE SO W.E... IM GOIGN WITH TAYLOR WHICH IS COOL WE HAVE THE SAME LUNCH AND WE HAVE ONE CLASS 2GETHER... im trying TO HOOK HER UP WIUTH MY FRIEND CUZ MY FRIEND LYKS HER... ANIWAYS I DONT REALLY THINK SHES INTO HIM. i already got csi for skipping and stealING A PASS FROM A TEACHER/CLASSROOM... IVE BEEN SKIPPING FOR LYK....5 DAYS SO I GUESS THEY WERE GONNA EVENTUALLY FIND OUT.... BUT W.E SO FAR SO GOOD.
SE7EN
LUX |
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| way to go se7en |
[Aug. 21st, 2004|02:10 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | AC/DC FOR THOSE ABOUT TO ROCK (WE SALUTE YOU) | ] |
SO IVE STARTED THIS YEAR EMOTIONALLY FUCKED UP. IVE LOST TWO FRIENDS. IVE GROWN APART FROM MY HONEST SIDE AND I FEEL MORE DESPERATE EVERYTIEM. WHY? WHY AM I DESPERATE? IM DESPERATE TO GET OUT OF HERE ALREADY I WANT TO LEAVE ALREADY AND NOT BE HERE I HATE MIAMI I FUCKIGN HATE IT!! I HAVENT TALKED TO CARLMAN CUZ I DONT HAVE HIS NUMBER. I LOST MY CELLPHONE IN PUERTO RICO SO I DONT HAVE ANY PHONE NUMBERS. I GOT A NEW FLIP FONE WHICH I FUCKING HATE CUZ I HATE FLIP FONES. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BY THE WAY. I MIGHT GET LOCKED UP AGAIN FOR CHRISTMAS VACATION OR SPING BREAK CUZ MY PARENTS THINK I NEED THERAPY...AGAIN.... I WOULD THINK THAT THEY GET THE POINT THAT THEY DONT REALLY WORK WITH ME OR ME WITH THEM. SHE SAYS SHE DOESNT WANT TO SEND ME THERE NOW CUZ SHE KNOWS I DONT TALK WHEN I GO AND THAT MAKES THE PPL KEEP ME THERE LONGER AND SHE DOESNT WANT ME TO MISS ANYSCHOOL. ITZ THE MOST FUCKING RETARED SHIT IVE HEARD SO FUCKING FAR. SHE WAS SUPPOSIBLY GONNA SET SEPARATED FRIOM HER HUSBADN AND THE NIGHT BEFORE I LEAVE TO PUERTO RICO THERE IS A FUCKING CONDOM IN HER FUCKIOKING BATHROOM AND LAST NIGHT SHE TELLS ME THEY R GONNA GIVE IT ANOTHER CHANCE. I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPENM ITS WHAT ALWAYS HAPPENS SHE LIED, AGAIN!! I FYUCKIGN HATE HER BUT SHE JUST WANTS ME TO BE LIKE OH SURE MOTHER I LOVE U WELL FUCK U. I HOPE THEY LOCK ME UP FOREVER.
SO IVE STARTED THIS SCHOOL YEAR WITH SHIT UP MY ASS AND TWO OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ARE NO LONGER HERE. I WANNA LEAVE AND I SOHULD HAVE LEFT WHEN GABY AND ME HAD THE CHANCE INSTEAD OF BECOMING A COWARD PIECE OF SHIT. IM IN BRADDOCK CUZ THEY DONT WANT ME BACK IN MY SCHOOL. I TALK TO MUCH I WHINE TO MUCH BUT I NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I JUST WHINE. WAY TO GO SE7EN
WAY TO GO... |
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| FUCK IT I DONT CARE ANYMORE!! |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|11:36 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| | REALISTIC | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | LED ZEPPELIN- STAIR WAY TO HEAVEN | ] |
FUCK IT AND FUCK U AND IF IM DRAMATIC FOR WRITING THIS THEN FUCK IT AND DEAL WITH IT. MY BAD IF I DIDNT BUY A T-SHIRT I'LL GIVE YOU ONE OF THE ONES I BOUGHT OH!! AHAHA IM SORRY I FORGOT I HAD TO BUY ONE FOR MY BROTHER AND THAT THE WATER THERE WAS 3 DOLLARS AND THAT SINCE I HAD SOOOOOOO MUCH MONEY I DIDNT HAVE 2 ASK TAYLOR FOR MONEY!! OH A=HAHA AND IM SORRY THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP IS ONLY BASED IN WHAT I BUY U AND WHAT I DONT BUY U!! FUCK IT I DONT CARE IF I END OUR FUCKING FRIENDSHIP ONLINE OR IN A FUCKING PIECE OF FUCKING TOILET PAPER I WOULDNT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE!! FUCK YOU!! U NEVER TALK TO ME ANIMORE THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I NEED YOU SO MUCH AND UR NEVER THERE CUZ U ARE ALWAYS WITH UR FUCKING SUNSET FRIENDS THINKING HOW U CAN CHANGE YOURSELF SO YOU CAN PRETEND UR SOMETHING THEY R NOT OR BUISY MAKING RANDY FEEL LYK SHIT OR FUCKING HIM OR PREASSURING HIM TO DO SUMTIN OR JUST OUT FUCKING SOMEONE ELSES LIFE BECAUSE UR ARE SO PATHETIC THAT U CANT EVEN LET PPL AKE DECISIONS THEMSELVES BUT U GET PISSED SO MUCH WHEN PPL TRY TO GIVE U ADVICE. FUCK U!! I DONT CARE WHAT U HAVE 2 SAY ABOUT THIS NOTE IF UR GONNA CALL ME WHATEVER THE HELL U WANT OR TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE TURN AGAINST ME BUT QUIET FRANTICALLY I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS BECAUSE IF THEY WERE REALLY MY FRIENDS MAYBE THEY WOULD KEEP BEEING MY FRIENDS. GOD I HATE U SO MUCH!!! I CANT STAND U!! U TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL LYK SHIT EVERYTIME AND U KNOW THAT IS TRUE BECAUSE U KNOW ME!! OR ATLEAST U PRETEND TO KNOW ME. U KNOW THAT I TAKE SHIT SERIOUSLY EVEN THOUGHT I PRETEND I DONT FUCK YOU!! U TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL LYK SHIT ON PURPOSE SO U CAN FEEL BETTER ABOUT URSELF. OH WOW!! RNADY BROKE UP WITH U!! U KNOW WHAT!?!? FUCKING DEAL WITH IT. I WOULD LOVE TO TELL U THIS IN PERSON BUT DUE TO REASONS I HAVE ALREADY SAYD I CANT. THAT DAY U CAME OVER MY HOUSE... U WOULDNT HAVE COME IF CARLMAN WAS THERE. UR MOM PROBABLY LETS U SEE ME AND U JUST DONT WNAT TO. IS LYK WE FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING FROM FUCKING ATTENTION TO WHO CAN MAKE EACHOTHER FEEL LYK SHIT BETTER. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!! FUCK U!! AND GOODFUCKING BYE.
DONT DIE WHILE GONE
ROCK N ROLL
SE7EN
LUX |
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| lalalal FUCK YOU!! |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|02:11 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| | WHATEVER | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | CHRONIC FUTURE- TIME AND TIME AGAIN | ] |
LAALALALALLALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA FUCK YOU!!! |
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| lalala |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|01:37 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | THE CASUALTIES- UNKOWN SOLDIER | ] |
WELL TODAY CARLMAN LEFT AFTER SLEEPING OVER MY HOUSE FOR 3 STRAIGHT DAYS TAYLOR LEFT YESTERDAY IT WAS COOL I HAD FUN I DIDNT GET TO SAY GOODBYE OR SAY HI 2 HIS MOM CUZ I WAS SLEEPING AND IT FELT SO GOOD TO JUST LIE DOWN (WE HADNT SLEPT THE NIGHT BEFORE....WE HAD A SILLY STRING FIGHT) SO I JUST STAYED SLEEPING.. ANIWAYZ I HAD SO MUCH FUN... GABY CAME OVER THIS MORNING I DUNNO Y CUZ SHE KNEW I WAS SLEEPING...ANIWAYZ I HAVE A FEELING THAT IF CARLMAN WOULDNT HAVE SLEPT OVER MY HOUSE SHE WOULDNT HAVE COME BUT W.E... HMMM.... CARLMAN LEFT THE MONSTER ENEGY DRINKS WHICH IM GETTING ADDICTED 2!!! WE WERE SUPPOSED 2 GO TO DORAL PLACE AND HANG OUT WITH TAYLOR BUT I WOKE UP LIKE AT..... 8 OR 9 ANIWAYZ I SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY....so tomorrow i have to shoot sum KINDA COMMERCIAL MY MOMS GONNA BE IN SINCE SHES IN THE PORK COMITTEE OR SUMTIN AND THEY WANNA SAHOW THAT SHE IS A FAMILY MOM CRAP AND I HAVE TO BE IN IT WITH HER AND IM A FREAKING VEGETERIAN I WANNA WEAR MY ANTI-BUSH T SHIRT WHEN THEY SHOOT THE COMMERCIAL IS GONNA BE SO FUCKING AWSOME THAT EVERYONE IS GONNA C MY SHIRT YEY!!! ANIWAYZ.... IM GOING TO P.R FOR 10 DAYS AND IMMA GET MY BLACK CAT FINALLY!!! SO W.E IM LOOKING 4WARD 2 IT. |
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| IN SEARCH OF DESTROYING ALMONDS |
[Aug. 1st, 2004|10:43 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| | artistic | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | TUN TUN TUN TUNTUN TUN TUN | ] |
TUN TUN TUN TUN TUN TUN TUN, MOMS THE MAN MAKING....CARLMAN WILL GET BACK TO U WITH DAT |
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| FUCK YOU!!! I MET THE CASUALTIES!!! |
[Aug. 1st, 2004|05:20 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | SILENCE | ] |
ONCE UPON A TIME TAYLOR CARLMAN AND ME WENT TO FUCKING WARPED TOUR!!!! ANIWAYS WE GOT THERE AT 9 AND WE WAITED FOR LYK 2 HOURS IT WAS S O FUCKING HOT!! WHEN THEY FINALLY OPENED THE DOORS WE STARTED WALKING AROUND. CARLMAN WANTED TO GO TO THE PUNKVOTER THINGY AND AFTERDAT WE JUST WALKED AROUND FOR A WHILE THEN LEFT TO SEE RUFIO PLAY CUZ I WANTED 2 CHECK THEM OUT. MY BROTHER LOVES THEM AND TO ME THEY SOPUND LYK A CHEAP IMITATION OF NEW FOUND GLORY BUT THEY WEREA CTUALLY OKIS IN person.. ANIWAYS WE SAW ANTI-FLAG, THE ALL-AMERIXCAN REJECTS THEY R ACTUALLY ...WELL I DONT REALLY LYKD THEM BUT I DONT HATE THEM BUT THE SINGER IS SOOOOO SOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOO FUCKING HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTT I GOT A PICTURE OF HIM FUCK YEAS!!! AND WE SAW THE CASUALTIES, RUFIO, NOFX, I CATCHED THE BASS PICK FROM FAT MIKE!! AHHA HATE ME CARLMAN HATE ME!!! I SAID HATE ME1!!!!! HATE ME!! ANIWAYS, WELL WE SAW MOST OF THE BAND.... WE MET BOWLING FOR SOUP, LARS, THE FUCKING CASUALTIES MAN DAT WAS THE EBST FUCKING MOMENT EVER!!! AND I GOT PICTURES FROM THE CAMERA TAYLOR HID BETWEEN HER LEGS. aniways we met avenge seven fold and i DONT EVEN KNO THE BAND IVE HEARD LYK ONE OF THEIR SONGS ANIWAYS, RUFIO, WE SAW THE DUDE 4RM COHEED AND CAMBRIA, I HATE HIS VOICE BUT I STILL SAW HIM HE WAS LYK STANDING RITE THERE, AND THE LEAD SINGER 4RM ALL AMERICAN REJECTS, WELL I MET THE WHOLE BAND AND THE LEAD SINGER AS SIGNING MY SKIRT AND HE PUT LYK HIS HAND ALL THE WAY UP I WAS LYK...AH...DROOL DROOL.. HES SO HOT!!! ANIWAYS I BOUGHT 5 T-SHIRTS, HATE ME AGAIN CARLMAN!! ANIWAYZ and i got sum posters and this awsome old skool blink patch and the doors patch and sum other shit... WE STOLE I MEAN BORROWED SUM MONSTER ENERGY DRINKS AT THE END CUZ WE FOUND THEM IN A COOLER IM GETTING ADDICTED 2 THEM BUT THEY TAsTE SO GOOOOOOD...MAN IVE NEVER HAD SO MUCH FUN....LALALA.... ANTI-FLAG WAS AWSOME AND SO WAS NOFX..IT WAS LYK FUCKING MOSHPIT 24 FUCKING 7 but IT WAS STILL AWSOME I GOT BRUISES AND I WAS WEARING A SKIRT WITH FISHNETS AND AT THE END THEY HAD HOLES ALL OVER BUT IT WAS AWSOME. CARLMAN WENT CROWD SURFING I COULDNT CUZ OF....FEMALE TECHNICALL DIFICULTIES I GOT THE NIGHT BEFORE I DID MOSHPIT BUT COMPARED TO THE DUDES THAT WERE DOING MOSHPIT IM LYK AN ANT AND IW AS PUNSHING EVERYONE AND IN NOFX PPL WERE LYK PUNSHING EVERYONE AND THEY WERE HUMONGOUS COMPARRED TO ME BUT I WOULD STILL PUNSH THEM AND CRAP I FELL TO THE FLOOR A COULPE OF TIMES BUT I HAD FUN!! I CANT WAIT TO GO NEXT YEAR!!! FUCK YEAS!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Jul. 30th, 2004|04:08 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| | numb | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | THE CLASH- WHITE RIOT | ] |
White riot - I wanna riot
White riot - a riot of my own
White riot - I wanna riot
White riot - a riot of my own
Black people gotta lot a problems
But they don't mind throwing a brick
White people go to school
Where they teach you how to be thick
An' everybody's doing
Just what they're told to
An' nobody wants
To go to jail!
All the power's in the hands
Of people rich enough to buy it
While we walk the street
Too chicken to even try it
Everybody's doing
Just what they're told to
Nobody wants
To go to jail!
Are you taking over
or are you taking orders?
Are you going backwards
Or are you going forwards? |
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[Jul. 30th, 2004|03:52 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | ththe clash- white riot | ] |
YEY!!! finally warped tour is tomorrow and i cant wait... aniwayz i found this kinda vintage suit my mom gave to her husband when they were still going out and itz so fucking awsome!!! i put sum safety pins, patches, i sowed in sum leopard print and shit and sum other stuff it looks so fucking awsome!!! i wanna wear it NOW!! well i am but i cant wait to go out in it...aniwayz....i found the boots i've WANTED 4 lyk fucking 4ever and were always 2 x-epnsive and they now sell them 4 lyk 40 bucks but they had one size 9 (which is the one i was gonna buy) but the other one was a size 8 so i couldnt get them i have to wait till tuesday = ( w.e im still gonna get them!!
hmm.....im going 2 puerto rico for 10 days my mom said i couldnt stay for this year cuz SUPPOSIBLY my family was already to "old" to start taking care of another kid especially one lyk me. Who the fuck do they think they r?!!? they dont even kno me!! PPL HERE DONT EVEN KNO ME!! MY FUCKING FRIENDS DONT FUCKING KNOW ME!! AND THE REST JUST LIE TO ME!! HOW THEY FUCK R THEY GONNA KNO ME WHNE THEY DONT EVEN LIVE WITH ME OR NEAR ME!! W.E my unlcle said he would 'love' to have me for the year but my mom said dat it wouldbe to hard for her DO I GIVE A SHIT?! not really but w.e...and hes lyk the fucking best. he knows everything about everything and he knows about all the bands i lyk and hes a teacher , he teaches philosophy and stuff lyk dat and he tells me about how much politics are fucked up which they fucking are. and he lives in 'mayagues' itz this awsome city in puerto rico but he lives in the mountains and he has different rivers around his area. he goes there sometimes with his gf and his 2 kids to chill and shit.....but i guess itz NEVER gonna happen, aniwayz my parents r getting separated which is by far the best thing i've ever heard!! hmm.... |
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| TO YOU |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|01:39 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | Stuck with |
| | MAROON 5 SHE WILL BE LOVED | ] |
PLEASE DONT PRETEND YOU KNOW ME BECAUSE YOU DONT. PLEASE DONT SAY U KNOW WHEN YOU ARE JUST PRETENDING TO KNOW. PLEASE DONT LIE TO ME... THERE IS NO POINT. |
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| SHE WILL BE LOVED |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|01:37 am] |
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| | MAROON 5 SHE WILL BE LOVED | ] |
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
And She will be loved
And She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
She will be loved (repeated)
Please don't try so hard to say good bye. |
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| FUCK YOU!!! |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|01:28 am] |
| [ | I feel |
| | FUCK OFF | ] |
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| | MAROON 5 SHE WILL BE LOVED | ] |
KILL MA PLEASE!!! oh man..... so i got the tickets for carlman and taylor and MINe...imma give them a ride along wih gaby and randy saturday...im so happy i get to go but at the same time im just blah about everything....well atleast im trying to make myself feel happy about everything im really not... i just found out that one of my best friends is a complete fucking liar and im so disafuckingpointed... i hate this and i hate that you have to know everything and want 2 pretend that you know... i dont wanna b here anyomre im gonna ask my mom if i can stay in puerto rico for next year cuz honestly staying here is the least thing i wanna do...
hey guess what im bisexual. |
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